| Sorry to those of you who get both my journals! |
[24 Aug 2004|07:49pm] |
I urge you all...
...to stop by a local place that sells CD's and pick up the new 12 Stones album, Potter's Field. I picked up a couple of copies this morning, and it is EXCELLENT! I urge you all so strongly that I will even clue you in to a few places where you can get it for really cheap-
Best Buy- $6.99
Target- $7.98
Run and buy a copy TODAY! I mean it!!! If not today, it's important that as many copies be sold this week as possible, so please- pick up a copy today or tomorrow or sometime this week! If you like hard rock- I really don't think you'll be dissapointed- and if you get it at Best Buy or Target, it's not a bad price to pay AT ALL to check out some new music!
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[13 Apr 2004|12:10am] |
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
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[11 Apr 2004|04:40pm] |
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Happy Easter, y'all! :)
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[05 Apr 2004|08:24pm] |
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My Godfather's leukemia is back, which means no transplant, which means that they have given him a couple of months to live.
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[28 Mar 2004|01:53am] |
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I really feel like I need to take a break and not talk to him again until he decides at some point that he feels like taking the time to talk to me.
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[13 Mar 2004|07:09pm] |
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I rarely take the time to update here. Mostly, I update under oh_the_drama, but I want to keep this journal going for the stuff that I don't want as publicized as in the other journal.
I ran into my Godmother this afternoon at WalMart. Chemo is going well for my Godfather, which she told me the other day when she e-mailed me. If they can get the cancer back under control, they can go ahead and do the bone marrow transplant. She said today that the chemo is going really well, and if it continues to do so, the transplant will be under way before long. However, if the chemo doesn't kill the cancer again (or get it below 20%, I think it was), they can't do the transplant, and at that point they will give my Godfather 2 months. So, things are just really iffy. So if you could all just take the time to say a little prayer for him, I would appreciate it greatly.
The upcoming week will be so busy. I'm not looking forward to it. I work Monday. Tuesday, I have a doctor's appointment and then a meeting that night for work. Wednesday and Thursday I work, and then I have a class Thursday night. I work Friday and maybe do something with some friends Friday night, and then I have CPR on Saturday, which I suck at. It's going to be a sucky week.
I was going to do something with some friends tonight, and then I decided not to because I had already told my family I was going to spend time with them. So one of my friends is pissed at me. Life is lovely, isn't it?
Anyway, I hope everyone over here is well! :)
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[24 Feb 2004|02:59pm] |
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So I was thinking earlier today that I am so sick of doing what I know I am suppose to do to keep everyone else happy, and I was thinking about the fact that I have been basically overprotected my whole entire life, and how those two things keep me from being able to do so much that I want to do because of the expectations of my family... and about how I really want to just break away from the expectations and be the me that I really am when no one else is looking over my shoulder... and then I was looking a few minutes ago at my horoscope on AOL, and I was surprised...
"You really do hear a different drummer and you try to march to your own drum beat. Your rhythms are uniquely yours. Now, it's even more obvious as you may seek to push your need for freedom right over the edge of some cliff. The problem is that you may not realize how steep the cliff is until it's too late. Even if you think you know what is happening, don't jump to the conclusions that seem obvious. It's all changing. Question reality."
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| Birthday And Other Stuff |
[15 Feb 2004|09:39pm] |
My Dad came over today and brought me a birthday card with some money in it. I honestly don't know the last time he gave me a card- and the card he gave me was the sweetest card ever, and it made me cry... and cry... and cry. He also brought over a heart shaped box of chocolates for my sister and I. He use to do that when we were kids, but he hasn't done that in years, either. He has acted so much different since Grandpa died- I think he thinks it's going to happen to him now, too.
3 of the ladies at work bought me a stuffed moose that smells like chocolate. It's so cute!!! It's a really cute addition to my moose collection. I was so suprised, because only 1 of the 3 usually does anything for my birthday. I also got some stuff from another friend from work- shower gel, body spray, stationary, a note pad, and Doritos. My sister in Tampa sent me this round decorative box that has palm trees all over it, and on the inside it has an address book, a journal, and a pencil. She also sent a little heart shaped box of chocolates and a free movie pass that she got that doesn't apply to any theaters in Tampa, but works at the theaters here.
Michael called me tonight to tell me Happy Birthday in case he isn't able to call tomorrow, but he's going to try to. I was soooooo impressed that he remembered that tomorrow is my birthday all by himself lol. I was shocked. He got total brownie points for that!!! He also called yesterday to tell me Happy Valentine's Day.
Birthday aside, Jesus left the sweetest away message up on his aim tonight- "MAD DEEP, I KNOW... BUT I REALLY, REALLY MISS - MIKE CAPUTO, LU BALZ, DEVIN, RICH, LANCASTER (MY NEW BOYS), WINTER, ELISA, ELAINE, J-SIN, VIOLENT J, AND SHAGGY... MOTHER F'N LOVE COULDN'T BE ANY DEEPER HERE INSIDE... IF U WERE NAMED ALL U GOTTA KNOW IS UR "MY REASON WHY"... :( " I was like "ohhh!!!! My Reason Why!!!!!! *sniff sniff*"
Saturday night, a bunch of my friends (12 were invited, I've heard back from 10) are coming over for my birthday party (my Mom and Sister love me!), and then we're going out to a bar or 2. 1 for sure to play pool, but maybe another one to do some general partying, too. I can't wait, it will be so much fun.
Just from all of those things... I have had the absolute best birthday ever already, and it's not even my birthday for another 2 hours! This is the 1st year since I was 19 (aside from my 21st) that I haven't spent the last 2 months depressed and dreading my birthday. Although I am dreading the age I will be-25- that depression won't sink in until at after the party, I don't think.
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[14 Feb 2004|07:43pm] |
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Happy Valentine's Day!!!!!!
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[04 Feb 2004|05:21am] |
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Pity my kids at work today... I didn't sleep AT ALL last night.
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[03 Feb 2004|04:57pm] |
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I have been really happy lately. I was a bit pissy on Saturday, but that aside, I have been extremely happy for weeks. I have been so happy that today I had "My Immortal" by Evanesence on repeat because I just got the CD and I like the song- and I had to turn it off because I couldn't get into it because it was too sad. That, my friends, has NEVER happened. Whatever is wrong with me?
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[25 Jan 2004|12:51am] |
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Guys are so sucky.
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| Smile, people! |
[22 Jan 2004|10:06pm] |
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Tomorrow is Friday!!! :)
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[20 Jan 2004|11:26am] |
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As always, things come back full circle. I miss him insanely, he some how comes back out of the blue.
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[17 Jan 2004|11:50pm] |
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I haven't talked to the one and only *him* in awhile, and I was really fine with it, because that's how it goes. We have our incredibly-lots-of-talking phases, followed by our not-talking-for-awhile phases, and I don't have a problem with it at all. I know that, eventually, he will be back around again. So it's cool.
The past few days, though, I have missed *him* like crazy, which is stupid of me because life is what it is, and the way things are is how they will always be. I just love him so damn much- and I am starting to miss him equally as much.
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